Rick's Poetry: Adrift - September 15, 2001

Adrift
(c) September 15, 2001

If I am insane
then it is a gift
to live my world in dream
a casual wayward drift

Real life is not kind
sorrow's not a friend
saddness not an ally
fate you cannot blend

Dreams they bring such joy
never wrought in pain
feelings all enchanted
wreckless drops of rain

Giving into dreams
faith for fresh new life
can let your spirit soar
to fly in starry skies

Mystic waves of maddness
comfort from my mind
soothing seas of temper
illusion fills my eyes

If crazy gives me pleasure
or dillusion makes me hope
then leave my conscious be
adrift in my new boat

Insane may be my compass
loves her gift to me
leave me with my illness
I'm happy as can be

by Ricky D. McKean

Rick McKean (1962-2011)

Rick McKean graduated a track star from Capital High School in Boise, Idaho. After serving in the U.S. Navy with the construction batallion and operating heavy machinery, and time in abroad in Guam, Rick was honorably discharged and took residence in Oxnard, California, near the naval base.

After working several years in various trades, including light aircraft maintenance, locksmith and auto repair, Rick worked for a paper pulp recycling plant in Oxnard until the late 90s. Expressing his love for the ocean, and despite physical limitations, he took up scuba diving and enjoyed good times with friends exploring the Channel Islands off the Ventura coastline. Rick suffered from depression and alcoholism.

The poetry on this site was written in 2001-2002 while an inmate at California Correctional Facility, Salinas, California. After parole, Rick again took residence in Oxnard, purchased a boat, and lived on the water in Channel Islands Harbor. Continuing his appreciation of nature and the environment, Rick worked in harbor maintenance, patrolling the harbor and collecting/dislodging debris that had washed in from sea.

Rick continued to live on his boat and attend AA meetings and treatment programs, and eventually was issued a driver's license and bought a car. In 2010, he drove his car to his home state of Idaho and visited his family whom he had not seen in many years. Despite numerous physicial limitations, Rick continued to live his life to the fullest extent, including handling nearly all of the maintnenance of his boat/home.

In late 2010, Rick bought a new computer, with the intention to publish these poems online. In January of 2011, Rick suffered an untimely death where he sustained a head injury repairing his boat, lost balance, and fell into the water, and succombed to the cold temperatures.

This blog contains Rick's Poetry.

(c) Ricky Dale McKean 2001, 2001

Rick's Poetry

Adrift - September 15, 2001

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